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fuck
so i took out my camera to find that it got raped, somehow. the screen is cracked and broken. i really can't imagine how it happened, because i take care of my bag and i can't think of a time where i let it get hit that hard.
ughgghhh


god doesn't want me to have a camera >8|

( WARNING: this is a really long, very tl;dr post about my cats, past and present. while *I* think it's interesting, most people probably will not, so if you read this whole thing, kudos. I'm just putting it down as history. )
edit: made EVEN MORE tl;dr by adding pictures. hurr durr. sorry if they are enormous pictures D:
edit 2: actually some of them are Really Tiny. i dunno why. photobucket dicked me again. what. and i don't have pics for all of them yet. eventually hopefully, except umbra.

i was standing outside around the cats, and felt kind of a crunch or shift under my foot. for half a second i thought 'oh, just a rock shifting under my weight' until i heard a horrible yowl coming from moo. i was terrified that i'd broken his tail or paw somehow, but as soon as i picked him up he started purring and kneading me again, with a perfectly happy look on his face. i couldn't feel any broken bones, so i guess he was okay. maybe i both stepped on him and a shifting rock?

-Ash goes on a journey and meets a new female sidekick!
-Brock hits on people!
-They arrive at a gym, Ash loses!
-Ash trains for a day and goes back and miraculously beats every pokemon with his pikachu!
-Ash catches a pokemon he may never use!
-The female sidekick competes in a contest and loses!
-Brock offers advice!
-Team Rocket shows up oh no!
-Team Rock is dispatched in approximately 2 minutes because they just needed them there to fill in that time!
-As says something nice to pikachu!
-Credits roll

band camp: july 28 [monday] thru august 1 [friday] 8am-3pm; 6pm-9pm
sunblock, drinks, lunch packages for the week


YOU HAVE THIS WEEK. after this week IT STARTS.
fuckin procrastinator ugh ::throws self out window/off cliff::

damn you, johnny depp. <3

in my dream, it was snowing. deep snow, but it wasn't cold, so it didn't bug me. it was some sort of holiday in which we killed animals for their fur and meat, as many as possible. [it also seemed to be school-related. what?]
my sister and i were hunting together. i had a strange gun, that could shoot, but could also pinch, and the pinching broke bones instantly. apparently you could pinch from far away as i found out, because we came upon a herd of [rein?]deer. i was sad that i couldn't shoot it [for some reason; i don't know why i couldn't] so i just pinched at it uselessly -- until i saw the deer flinch. the other deer started and bolted, leaving the deer to scream and look around for its attackers. [for some reason it couldn't see us.] i broke the bones in all its arms, then its spine. when we thought it was dead [altho i had a bad feeling it wasn't dead at all] we trudged through the snow until we'd approached it.
for some reason, by the time we got there, there was nothing left of the deer but a disembodied head and some of the neck. its head was humongous; the antlers came up to above our waists. [maybe it was an elk?] we thought it might still be alive, so i readied my gun to shoot it in the brain [rather sadly, as i'd wanted to keep the skull intact]; somehow i only then knew there were bullets in my gun. i shot it once, but it didn't seem to do more than splatter some meat and move the great antlers back and forth.
but the deer's eyes opened. it looked around madly, then locked wide, terrible eyes on me, before whipping itself around and somehow throwing itself at me, making this horrible bellowing scream. i heard a sort of telepathy from the deer, screaming "YOU ASSHOLE, YOU KILLED ME!". i tried holding it back by the antlers, but it was exceptionally strong. there was only one thing to do. i readied my gun...



andwokeup.

whew! home at last.
not much to say, except:
+ i ran into the ocean carrying my phone in the pocket of my trunks. so my phone's dead. yep. luckily, though, my mom had it insured, so i will be getting another one shortly. but i will need everyone's numbers again. :|

+ i got a new camera, but it broke for some weird reason. and apparently i got an "attitude" about the crappy piece of junk el cheapo camera being a crappy piece of el cheapo junk, so it seems i won't be getting a new one. sigh. time to rely on myself.

+ my nintendo bag also broke, literally five minutes after my brand new camera broke. goddamnit.

+ i'm pretty well cooked. i got a sunburn all over my back, save for this girly ass string and bow tan line from my bikini top. ughhh it hurts D: maybe jayden will put aloe on for me cause i can't reach it~

+ at broadway at the beach i got 100 sticks of incense[!] and a burner. AWESOME [then today mom gave me a lighter of my own, squee~]

+ feeding the carp at broadway was hilarious. THEY ARE SO DERP <3 piles of squirming slurping retarded fish wiggling on each other to eat the food hahaha awesome

so in short: lots of shit broke, but a couple neat things happened, too. overall i've had better trips to the beach.

applied at burger king. yuck. ever since i read sweeney todd i've been physically REPULSED by the sight/smell/thought of red meat or meat in general.
but the manager lady was ... sort of nice, but not very? i dunno. she was pretty busy, and they were pretty shorthanded. but there was a girl on top of the ice machine attempting to fix it, and she kept catching my eye and grinning, and hurriedly offered a pen when i needed one. she also had lots of body jewelry, although it was all in her ears that i could see, but the point was it was all in, so i will probably be able to wear my studs if i get to work there. so that was odd, being checked out by [probably] a lesbian. i'm usually on the other end of that equation.



now i am gonna go try and wear my rings, hurr it will most likely end in disaster~

oh, also, i realized that i collect unorthodox stuffed animals. that is, plushes based on animals that aren't usually made into plushes. i realized this when i bought the other SOS serval plush [that has a normal, long, boring cheetah like tail >:c]... but i have, like, FIFTY. LOL

oh also included are stuffed animals based on mythology or fantasy. dragons, gryphons, etc



if anyone has any they wanna give me GIMMEGIMME =D <3

home much earlier than i expected. may be taking off again sometime later this week, because we didn't go to the beach, maybe we'll go for the weekend.

+ jayden got into some more trouble, so we are into week two of not really seeing much of each other at all. :c it sucks because lately we have gotten a lot closer, the few times we have seen one another. we are like attatched at the shoulder, i swear. neva had a friend like dat son <3 <3

+ OHHHHMYGOD YOU GUYS. i got a new, BLACK DS. and pokemon pearl, and mario party [which i haven't played yet]. @_____@
basically my DS is a year and a half old, and while in my mind and probably most others' minds that is not at all old [my gameboys are 10+ and doing fine] it was getting pretty loved. scratched touch screen [but perfectly fine upper screen!], weakening hinge, the nub that holds my stylus in was worn down from so much taking out... and it was dirty in places you really can't get at. basically it was just being loved to death, but worked just fine. so my mom took us to walmart and, as a humongous surprise, bought me a brand fuckin new ds, in black, the color i originally wanted! my old white ds is on loan to my brother for vacations and things, but will stay with me, where it will spend its retirement being used as a trade tool for my pokemon. [because i got pearl omfg! <333]
so yeah now i'm happy and my ds is all sexy and black, there will be pics soon.

+ we went to the zoo today. awesome. i did the cat blink trick... WITH A LION. OMG AWESOME. [if a cat is relaxed and docile, it will be keeping its eyes about half-shut. if you do that, and blink slowly, if the cat is looking at you, it might blink back, in the same manner. meaning 'it's all good, dude, i'm cool, you?' basically]



so yea even tho i went to WV it was a good weekend.
oh and my fingernail is JUST ABOUT TO COME OFF. there will be video, but it won't be very spectacular because it is detached anyway, minus one tiny corner which is still alive and clinging on. i might try to cut it, but it's in an awkward spot. YAY TMI

Finished reading sweeney todd. Book's way better than the musical. It also turned me even more vegetarian. Gross gross gross gross gross gross gross gross gross

so i'll be gone most or all of next week. this weekend = ANOTHER weekend in west virginia [ugh adfsdf but pawpaw is in a nursing home and apparently back in his right mind, yay], and apparently after that, we're going to asheboro to see the zoo [where i've never been before!] and then to the beach. sweet



later guyz
and i know i haven't been on aim; sorry. just feelin kinda antisocial lately? i dunno. i still love y'all tho <3

so i got my jebus books in the mail.
i don't think i'm ready to read them, yet. once i can take them with a grain of salt -- understand that i don't have to take everything one person's opinion says as pearls of truth -- then i'll be able to do it. because i don't do opinions well, but these should be alright. one of them, anyway. i'm still quirking a brow at the other one, it looks like propaganda for a way of life. i don't want to say "selling jesus" but it sort of seems to be. play the martyr and feel like you're doing a good thing


w/e. i'll read them when i read them, but i will read them.

GOOGLE GAME HRRRNNNGGH
it wants me to post the first image that shows up, but since i've done this once before, i will post the image I FUCKIN WANT TO OK
edit: shit html fail, uno momento fix'd

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desu
hahahaha

g'night, can. in the morning you're leaving for the airport, and i'll never see you again.


thanks for being my friend. i learned a lot from you, a lot more than you know. i'll really miss you. <3 i hope you direct some kickass movies, and when i see em i'm gonna go
"hey, i know that guy"

oh, also. yesterday while walking back i came across a little dead bird, brown and speckled. it had obviously only been dead a few moments, wasn't even cold yet, and had died of a broken neck. i used a couple of sticks to move him off the side of the road [i wouldn't have been grossed out by touching him, but it felt disrespectful to touch him with my bare hands, somehow.] and i placed the more angular stick in the ground in front of his head, as a marker.
i said a little prayer, spit softly onto the ground and said out loud, "better luck next time, little one."






in other news, salmons who introduce themselves by saying "hi." do not get a response from me. come on, salmons, be creative. >:|

lesson learned: when your shoes cause your feet to hurt, do not grin and walk as hard as you can, because your heels will not bleed, as you rather wanted them to, but the first several layers of skin will be peeled off, causing nasty oozing and then your bandaid will rip off the dead skin, which will hurt like a bitch, and cause runon sentences.

and will also cause you to miss a day walking. fuck >:| tomorrow i will wear my chucks again. you'd think vans would be easier to walk in, but nope.